Wednesday, December 19, 2007 7:09 PM
Okay,i'm back blogging. For 1 hour or less. I want to list out what i am feeling now. Currently i felt like a loser. Stupid kid who can't even do well in Malay. WhyWhy? what happened to me? I tought Malay is not important at all. But,turn out,i was wrong. Totally Wrong! I will miss this people/things aloooot. I mean it.
- Fellow classmate ~ despite the fights and stuffs.
- Teachers(especially miss tay chai hong) ~ fav teacher/subject teacher
- Floorball/Hocky Players ~ Miss the times we had together in the bus,tournaments etc etc.
- Cosmix ~ where i usually hang out with cute/funny/crazy people (you know who you are)
- All the rooms that is air-conditioned
- P.E. room ~ where i get all the funfun sporty equipments
- Soccer court ~ there's where my classmates usually go during P.E. and there's where i practice for Charity soccer and became Best Female Player for two years.
- Badminton court ~ Use to have Hocky training there.
- Soccer field ~ The worst place. Muddy Muddy!!!
- Court infront or the canteen. ~ where we have Floorball trainings.
- Hall ~ Fav place for Floorball training.
- Canteen ~ i love to have mee soto. Hot Hot and Spicy.
- Parade square ~ Assembly & St.John trainings
- Classroom ~ Most memorable place. *slap* thats what i can never forget. but its ok. forgive and forget.
There's alot more than this. But god just don't give me time to stay longer in Canberra. ahh. I will miss this things badly lahh.
To 4n2 peeps.
Work hard Study Smart okay? I will miss you guys badly. Sec 5 will be tough for all of you.But,just don't give up. JiaYou! i will pray for all of you de. (: Forget all the past. Sorry if i did anything wrong towards you guys. Forgive me ok? (no time to ask for forgiveness yesterday) FYI,i forgive all of you. No matter what happened. Forgive and Forget is what i do everytime. Thank all the teachers who tought us for me alright? Thank You! To Wei Sien,I am soo touched with your post. Thank You cos you made me cry! I will remember you forever too. I promise! All the best you guys. ILY all lahh!! 4 years and it ends here for me. I appreciate all the things that you guys have done. I will miss the Sports & Arts Fest badly. I remembered some of us cried when we lost in some events. But,sorry. I started crying 1st than you guys started crying too.(haha)soo sweet and cute. Thanks to Hazwan who always confort us when we were crying,having problems. The best Chairman ever. Hey,we Win as a team & Lose as a team remember? 2 years straight we won for our cohort. I will never forget those days. Thanks for being soo sporting 4n2. Well,remember to imform me bout the 2008 Sports & Arts Fest alright?! i will come down for sure. Not to forget,Charity Soccer too. I don't know what else to say...wish you guys all the best in everything you do. Be happy that i won't be in the same class as you guys next year. Cos,i think i'm so pathetic. Disturb people when they are studying. Sleeping in class. Haiya! Sorry if i disturbed you guys when you are concentrating. Especially Kah Sing. haha. Sorry Sorry my buddy in class. Thanks for explaining to me when i dont understand a single thing the teacher is teaching. Hey,i improved my Physics & Chemistry because of you. ((: thanks alooot. Not to forget WeiSien,Zhi Hui,Priscilla,Elise,Boon Hwee,Hazwan,Haikal,JinZhi,XinJie who has been studying with me before N level papers start. & those group of malay peeps who studied with me Social Studies.(at macdonalds) I really think with the help of you guys,i can do the Socials Studies paper easily. Thank You guys! ILY. to those who were not mentioned,sorry but i think you guys did your part in making a good study environment in 4n2. Quiet place that is. Sometimes ONLY i have to admit. I still love you guys anyway. OMG,i'm crying at my own post. toot ah. Can't stop crying today. Grandma called just now. She said that my uncle in coming to send some foods. Ketupat etc etc. Hari Raya Haji mahh. She askes me this,"Natasa pass?" (she called me Natasa,most of my aunts and grandparents calls me that) so i replied,"tak ah.repeat ah.tapi nak pi ITE." than she say,"ohh...(sound so disappointed) 2 cucu nenek tak pass,Muhaimin ngan Natasa" than i like very sad and disappointed at myself. What the hell sia me. Make i grandma sad. I need a tight slap. Boboy and Ummirah,Congratulation cos you guys make it to sec 5. I'm proud of you guys cousinsKU! (: I promise i will choose the right course and do well in ITE. I will never disappoint you again grandma. Even when i have to go a very long way. Its ok with me unless you're happy. I'm really really sorry cos i let you down. You made me cry when you said that just now. I learnt from my mistake and have already woke up completely. Like my mom said,"selagi seseorang tu tak kenek,die takkan berubah""Biar tuhan saje yang akan tunjok die ke jalan yang benar" FYI,i always ignored what she said,but yeah...now i believe it. God had showed me how important Studies is. (i know macam paham,but its true) Thanks to those giving support. eg. Ummirah cousin,Caca(northbrooks floorballran),Phayiz and many more lah. Thanks lah eh. ILY you guys many many. I will not disappoint you guys. Promise! This is the longest post and the most emotional post. (emo sak aku skejap) haha. But all this is from the bottom of my heart. All the best! Will be back blogging Next year. Chows!
pssst... Thanks to Adda & Phayiz. Badminton yesterday was great. But sorry,i was not in a good mood. Sorry Adda for ignoring you when you asked why i looked angry alot of times. Really Really Sorry. I felt like crying when we were playing actually but controlled myself and made myself angry. (L-A-M-E but true)
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES
